To my son Ricky Gary-Anthony Williams

Beautiful Creations

I look down at this beautiful creation while I feed him he looks backs into my eyes. I find it amazing how two people can make such a beautiful Creation. I have only known him and had him in what seams only a couple of months. But I already love him and will do anything to protect him. This beautiful creation put his life into my hands.

I find it amazing god and helped make such a beautiful creation, and how you can fall in love instantly with this beautiful creation. I admit sometimes it can be a handful, but I have to do is remember that he counts and put total trust in me. Here I thought I didn't deserve such a beautiful creation, But I was wrong god had other notions for me. That's my he blessed me with a beautiful creation I call my son.

Motherhood

I've learned that motherhood is a series of major and minor choices that I have to make every day. It's essential to have my priorities in order, so I know what to do and what to say. I will always put my son Ricky first, he is the most important thing my life. I try my hardest to be the best mother. There would always be time for a life late, right know he needs me because he is still very small and depends on me for everything, And I have never regretted one second of it.

His turns out the father of my son came to be a man I didn't expect him to be. and under the circumstances, He and I are no longer together. It saddens me that we couldn't work things out for Ricky sake. I guess I just have to accept that its just Ricky and I, and it my duty to make sure he is well protected and taking care of. I know it will pain me to watch him grow up without a father like I did.

So even though Ricky father and are not together. I still have a beautiful son that came out of it. All comes down to this Whenever there is bad, there is always good just around the corner.